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Saturday, May 22, 2010
haiis , finally using my computerii shall take my time tuhh rant !
feeling so like an outcast these few weeks and days
totally UNWANTED feeling .
lmao , everyones happy , they have friends , ii feel totally OUT
EXTRA
RUBBISH
SOME 代替瓶
wadeevr , ii just wanna graduate ASAP liaos
nobody cares whether im around or n0rtt anywayys -.-
ii shall just be like those we usually see on TV shows , a girl that DOESNT want to interact with others that stays at home all day with the books and computer as friends
things like that are always happening onto me , ii guess ii shall just treat it normal and doo wad ii wan , alone - smiles -
im tired in clinging onto others alr , ii just dunn like that type of person , neither would ii want tuhh be one
Sunday, March 28, 2010
okayys , ii found out that everytime ii write a blog post , its because something happened mentally or physically both also can (:
im just feeling a bit down
as expected , 1.5 years of friendship cant be compared with 4 tears of friendship
everybody has a friend they can rely on , be with and pour their feelings out on ,
me ? my domo and blog ii guess .__.
people keep secrets , budd ultimately they hurt others
if only people were all honest , ii doubt that there would be any feeling of anxiety and loneliness right now
now ii know whhy ppl isolate themsleves , ii wish ii were one of them
they wont get hurt , budd they also wouldnt get to enjoy happiness
budd anywayys , ii rather not get hurt
right now , im feelin inferior
and that everyone should just die
or maybe ii should just die -.-
ii wann graduate real fast , reason being ii can start anew , find new friends , create new memories , have an existence that ii am needed
right now , ii feel that im useless and insignificant at all .
D:
the only way ii cure myself is by drowning myself into homework homework study study .
i'd really love uue guys , budd ii just dunn feel like it is needed
uue are better off without me
Thursday, February 18, 2010
seriously , some fucking bitches just get on my nervessod it , im gonna curse uue
its n0rtt once , bud many times taht uue did that alr ?
well , stfu (:
please , for the love of god , shut up
stop cheating ppl feelings and be a bitch !
uu're insulting bitches around the world
damn uue , go tuhh hell . im really starting tuhh n0rtt get uue
wadever , ii dunn wanna know anymore
after this year maybe , ii will n0rtt see uue and contact uue again (:
uue disgust me
cheating ppl feelings , acting pitiful , how disgusting can you get .
Saturday, February 13, 2010
its official my family members , all of them are hypocrites
one ste out of the house , they chng their faces (:
wow how magical
seriously , ii had tolertaed enough of their fucking nonsense
they are suckers , real suckers .
ii really cant tolerate any mroe (:
uue know who is my best friend in this world ?
my earpiece (:
they help me tuhh cover up my ears and tolerate their nonsense
they are the best inventions man has made
seriously , one day if ii left the house ,im n0rtt surprise (:
ii have my limits , ii doo have my limits
dont test my patience
bitches
no , ii shoudlnt insult the bitchs , uue are even worse dhen them (:
Thursday, February 11, 2010
omfg seriously , ii dunn get uue already
this is just getting me more and more irritated
ii dunn care anymore
even if we break up , wadever !
seriously , dunn carry uur jokes too far , its getting more and more fucking NOT funnehh.
call me miss petty or wadever , I DUN CARE
uu're the one who REFUSE to join us
uue have no rights to say anything , NOTHING
drift as far as uue wan , wad f !
anywayys , ENGLISH SUCKS -.-
how the fuck can ii improve it siia
damn it .
please , talk tuhh me in english !
Friday, January 15, 2010
seriously , ii dunn get this anymore .why must it always happen
keeping secrets from us , doo uue ever thought about how we felt ?
wad crap bullshit are uue talking ?
cant uue see that we're trying tuhh pull everyone together and nobody be left out ?
instead , this again
its always such cases
thats whhy it totally tells me , friendship is fucking weak
all those 'friends forever' , ' friend for life'
all are just made up crap
in reality , nothing is forever .
this kind of friendship , is it even called a friendship ?
it seems tuhh me tuhh be like a follower , and a leader .
no feelings , no nothing
ii dunn wan tuhh hate you , neither do ii want tuhh not like uue
bud sadly , old habits never die
uue became a 'bitch' ( not so much of a bitch , cant find the words ) ONCE MORE
all efforts , wasted and gone , thanks to you .
many thanks , seriously .
someone once told me that even after we graduate we will definitely be in contact and be friends still , hang out together
well im sorry , I DUN THINK SO NOW .
all my doubts are all cleared !
and it becomes so clear taht , its IMPOSSIBLE ! (:
stop all those fucking nonsensical crap , STFU (:
personally , ii hate anyone tuhh be left out in our ' clique' ( or so uue call that )
budd sadly , someones seems tuhh like it so much ! (saddistic personality ii see)
this is awesomely AWESOME (:
Saturday, November 7, 2009
ughhs , last post before ii goo taiwan ii hope O:我不想当双面人了
实在是太累了
你们是永远都找不到我的
我好难受啊
到底有谁可以来救我？
我真的撑不下去了
好像大声的哭出来
但我可以靠谁呢？
ahhhhhhhhs
please fill up the emptiness in my heart , someone